It's been awhile since I've just shared what's been present with me! I know that this is some of my favorite content to consume with others and I also know that I learn so much more about myself by sharing with others, so here we go!
This last year has felt BIG for me. How about for you??
I thought I was on a straight and narrow path, and then last July, I was smacked over the head with a vestibular condition called MdDS (Mal de Debarquement Syndrome). It is a rare condition (around 1% of the population, predominantly women) that causes a constant rocking sensation, like being on a rocking boat, and can cause difficulty in concentration, balance, and often can be breeding grounds for anxiety and depression... I felt an increase in both.
One year later, I can see it as a full on reset for me.
It changed how I think. How I ask for help. How I pray. How I view mental illness.
It was a catalyst for me to acknowledge remnants of disordered eating, body dysmorphia, anxiety and depression that had been hanging out in the outskirts of my experience for YEARS. It was the catalyst for asking for help.
In spiritual circles, we sometimes hear about reincarnations and rebirths, and we think of them in terms of full human lifetimes, but I think, when we start paying attention to our experience, we can rebirth and renew in any moment. Each day can be a new incarnation. Our experience can totally shift. Sometimes (OFTEN) this shift doesn't happen as quickly as we would like, but like Trevor Hall says in his song, "you can't rush the healing; darkness has its teaching".
I'm not sure if you follow astrology yet, but we've been in a MAJOR cycle since July 2018 that we are now just coming out of following our last Lunar Eclipse on July 5th, 2020. You may find it helpful (as I have) to reflect on the MAJOR LIFE THEMES of this period and what lessons were presenting for your SOUL GROWTH?
Also, today is our first full day out of MECURY RETROGRADE (Yaaaayy!) in awhile; how has your mode of communicating shifted? Have you acknowledged the power in your words? Are you willing to?
Ok, that's all for now! Thank you for listening!
Looking foward to sharing more with you, when the time comes.